Vegetating!

Well, I still feel ill - sore throat, didn't go to work today, spent the day lying in bed vegetating and browsing the web for porn. Then started thinking about my next potential fuck... and the fact I don't have one. Since splitting with my ex I haven't really started seeing anyone and have finally decided its time to move on, but it seems to be as soon as I start looking all the potential fucks have dissapeared, either lost interest or run away to the land of monogomy. I am not looking for a relationship just a bit of fun, but finding someone to bone as a singleton is much harder than you think, I started thinking back to been in a relationship, you really do take sex for granted when you've got it on tap. Now the regular good, comfortable sex has gone you have to take chances on new people, its rather scary I mean what if they have a small penis or something? How do you say you don't want to have sex with them once uv'e seen it. Perhaps I am over analyzing fucking, but I am just not used to having sex with new people and been single. Also there are very few people I fancy which creates even more of a problem, you have to fancy someone to have sex, but there really doesn't seem to be too many that do it for me. Hmmm think ill continue browsing porn for now, although theres only so much wanking a girl can do, if I don't start getting some fun soon I think i'm gonna turn into a rapist!